i came. i saw. i was enlightened.

Dad left a few days ago and life here has been pretty chill ever since. I am loving my new apartment. It is so quaint and its been spectacular waking up to a great view, with piping hott coffee in hands, and scarf/boots/sweats to bundle up in.
Today is my last day of the first semester. My students will take their huge final exam and with fingers crossed (theirs and mine)--they will pass. With everything coming to an end I have had a lot of time to reflect as well as think up some goals for next semester.
I am dieing with anticipation seeing as I leave for the states in 2 days! I am so excited to feel warmth again, to laugh hard and be witty with people that understand me, spend time with the ones I love, cuddle with my puppy, and kiss my wonderful fiance. Though, it's only for a visit I know each day will be thoroughly enjoyed. To be home in time to celebrate my best friend's birthday, be up at Grandma's cottage, and celebrate my 23rd birthday...it couldn't be any more perfect!!
It will be strange not speaking spanish (besides with Luis) and not walking everywhere I want to go. Outrageous to sleep without a coat on and shocking to actually flush my toilet paper down the toilet again. But just as fast as I grow accustom I'll be back on a plane headed to my home here in Cerro Placeres, Valparaiso..a new schedule, students, and semester awaiting.
As I reflect on what I learned this semester and question if I have fulfilled the goals in which I set when I first arrived in Santiago February 22nd...I am surprised by the epiphany. I came here seeking something I had yet to find---my only task was to find something that I could have never found in the U.S.--and I realize now: That in which I wished to find is the peace of mind that I am fulfilled by what I have already found. Conclusion: All along I had just been searching for peace of mind...that the decisions I have made, the people I have met and the places I have been all lead me to here and can be trusted to lead me through this journey of life.
And peace of mind is what I have found--to stop seeking and start enjoying.