Today is a new day. a new start.
Last night's panic attack was but a battle for my soul. The Lord won and I woke with the urgency to want to worship Him. I had been so lonely and longing for my support system in the states. I desired a cooked meal from my mom, an embrace from my love, a patio chat with my Dad, a night out with the girls...and then I realized that happiness and fulfillment does not come from man. But of the Lord. And He can provide for me the security I am longing for here. I find peace in Him this morning. Company at last. and a love that's unconditional. He knows my heart and my deepest thoughts. This morning I enjoy my coffee in the arm's of Christ...having awoke from a battle of negativity and despair. I rise with the morning sun. A new day. A new start.
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